Ever wondered what it is like joining a Slimming World group? I did up until Tuesday when I bit the bullet and waddled into fat club. I dabbled with Slimming World online last year but I did it online and despite losing weight in the first few weeks after long, I started slipping a bit. Yes I was cheating myself but who knew? Who cared. And I caved. And ploughed on with crisps and sweets.
But enough is enough. I literally cannot fit in any clothes. I feel revolting and utterly despise myself. I want to avoid social situations especially with people I haven’t seen for a while because I fear they will be shocked at how fat I have gotten. Now before anyone chimes “oh you’re not fat” I am. At Slimming World group I was weighed and can confirm that my BMI not to mention my clothes and my own point of view prove – I AM FAT AND OVERWEIGHT.
No more excuses. No more excuses. With a group I have “the fear” and know I have to go along. I have a wedding to attend in just over 10 weeks and I can’t bear looking at photos of me looking like a whale. Yes it’s going to be a long road but I have to start somewhere right? I’ve even rejoined the gym -gulp-
I went in and was asked to fill out a form with all my details. I was then given my unique card (it’s a credit card sized) and pin which enables me to log in online. Once I’d got this, I joined a queue where you pay your weekly fee (£4.95) and then give your card which is inserted into a card reader. You then step onto the scales. The electronic scales are at the end of the table which only you can see the reading which is on a small digital screen on the table. Your weight is linked to a computer where your teacher will log in. It’s not read out nor made any fuss off. I’m presuming that in a few weeks if I’ve lost there’ll be great praise – here’s to hoping! My group is on a Tuesday morning and I’m excited to see if I’ve lost anything.
I was asked for a target; I know exactly what I want to weight and what to lose. I want to lose three stone exactly. That’s 42 pounds in total. I can and will do this!!
B xx[I’ve joined slimming world of my own accord and paid all fees myself. I’ve not been asked to blog about it but am doing so for a personal record!]