My Star

I wonder what you’re thinking,
I wonder where you are,
Are you up there in the clouds
Or are you a great big shiny star?


I wonder what you think
When you look down and see,
Are you watching all of us
And protecting my little three?


I wonder what you’d make of them
The two crazy girls with all the hair!
But you’re not here to share it
The pain is too much to bear.


I wonder what it’d be like
To have you back, just for one day,
But that dream cannot come true
Although it breaks my heart to say.


I hope you know how much I miss you
The pain that grips and hurts my chest,
When I think of how you should be here
As our days together really were the best.


I hope I make you proud Mommy
I still wonder where you are,
So until we get to meet again
You will always be my shiny beloved star.

B xx


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  1. 21st April 2015 / 8:17 am

    This is beautiful and I am sure your mum is a big twinkly star shining down on you all xxx

  2. Angela
    21st April 2015 / 8:48 am

    This made me cry!!! Having lost my mum when I was 18 I frequently have a lil cry that she has never seen my gorgeous hubby or cuddled my two beautiful babies…….I am sorry for your loss ((((()))))

  3. 21st April 2015 / 9:15 am

    Beautiful words! Sending love and hugs x

  4. Kate Cass
    21st April 2015 / 11:34 am

    My Mum dies just before Christmas and I sit outside asking the very same things you do here. Sometimes it hurts so badly I don’t think I’ll ever be really happy again, other times I’m happy when I think of her, laugh even but I still dont like how life just continues on around you. I just hope wherever she is she’s safe and happy, if there is a where. Ty for the poem it really reflects how I feel.

  5. kate philpott
    21st April 2015 / 12:19 pm

    beautiful x

  6. 21st April 2015 / 7:42 pm

    *hugs* so beautiful written honey and I have no doubt that your mommy is so very proud of you!xx

  7. 21st April 2015 / 8:37 pm

    What a lovely poem , i like to think my mum is a star too i always tell my daughter she is the biggest brightest one near are house looking down on us xx

  8. Minnie15
    21st April 2015 / 9:12 pm

    This is so sweet <3 <3 <3 x

  9. 22nd April 2015 / 1:03 pm

    Beautiful Beth XXXXXX

    Lots of love xx